As promised from the previous blog finally get the chance to post some picture but then most pictures is with kelvin so i can only post a few and most important the so called mont blanc watch worth 1400plus forget to take a pic it seem like a normal watch also donno why worth so much..haha..Really looking forward to this friday Outing in sentosa with ber they all and wei yang aunt and the queen of mahjong because on thursday night we going to play until morning. This round must thrash her luck cos this girl have been winning the whole week somemore is always MAN TAI cannot tahan should called her man tai queen instead haha. Just few days never play mahjong hands already itchy liao haha really got addicted. I have been working for few days liao so sian so this hope tommorow faster finish then OFF le..1 last thing don't know hows is she le since few days she send me message saying better but her blog seem weird from what she told me.Just to said you still have friends do remember and sms me if need any help.Cheer up

             

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Finally i have quit the bloody Ite educatiion system so my uniform life have ended. It really really took me quite long to consider my future path as quiting school have many problems too. Firstly my parents who strongly object me then here comes the struggling where will i end up if i quit all this have been bothering me for nearly for the past 8 months.

I lost alots then gain be it relationship or friendship first i lost her over another unworthy girl then my education which i could have retain and done better rather than staying in ITE. Why i always put pride and appearances first that cost me losing so much and in the past people encouragement i always treat it as trash especially her.

Because of her younger age i always treat her words more like nothing which prove that i am wrong and her support for me is always unknown as she don't tell me what she done for me. Just for D&T wordings is already touching never mind no point mentioning as i still have chance to sms her as her friend. Don't know whether she treat me as friend as she always said she no friends. haha just joking over here but my ear is always open to her.

Back to the main point my NS life will be coming soon as i going for medical checkup soon really feel excited but then mean while need to work so long so tired leh. Actually this post i wanted to post about my company D&D which mean dinner and dance but no time to upload pictures so no choice write so many words. The next post i shall post many pictures of my past 2 weeks event.I will also like to thank wei yang aunt who have help me quite alot as i am feeling down recently.

THIS maybe 1 of the last blog i shall make as i don think i am a good blogger.All my post seem not to be good this is either i hurt people or got hurt.especially this 2 days where memories is the most deepest and painful.

On the 19th, a sms came early in the morning that dash my hope for further education and 20th my mind was even worse i guess i lost another important part of life which 2 years ago i did not cherish. 1 sentence which is i thought i always have change actually i have change nothing not only that i scold all sort things that should not said but i also don't know why i do all this.

That day on the morning i woke up from the dream that i found myself been fooled actually this is no excuse for commiting such things..But my character is like this i really hate myself, when i am in pain she can put down all the past to see me yet i can't put down the past and treat her as friends and causes hurt to her which is selfish of me.

But 1 thing i did was to make her realise that she loves her bf very much even though they quarrels. I guess moving on is the best thing i could do now and leting it go is the best for all even hurt also no point bothering others.

If she will to read this stuff and no longer angry and hope she will send a message that she have forgiven me which is a small wish of mine.IF time could stop which is not possible only spend the time wisely and cherish the people who treat you good.

Once upon there live a dumb guy called ass..This asshole thought ray of hope have came to his life but to his horror..He spend days to prepare but get back stupid answer So this gifts become rubbish